Following Taiwanese customs
Wenna's situation at New Year, enjoying relative autonomy and being treasured by her husband, is rare among these women. Most of the overseas daughters-in-law have to follow family customs. All they can do is quietly add their own flavors to the celebrations. Like the majority of local daughters-in-law, they are always very busy with preparations for the festival, but there are no warm arms of their families to comfort them after their labors.
Li Luan, a 36-year-old from Cambodia, married into a Taiwan family 12 years ago. She explains frankly that she had the idea of marrying overseas because life in her home country was so extremely hard. Even though her -husband is 30 years older, she doesn't care because even if she had stayed at home, she would probably have never met her ideal man. "I thought that after I married a Taiwanese man, I would have a good life eating fish and meat every day. But my husband is a vegetarian (a follower of Yi-guan-dao, the Way of Pervading Unity). Alas, this is my fate!" says she self-mockingly.
Though Li was young when she married, she had to adapt to the unusual role of stepmother. Her husband had two daughters from a previous marriage, both of them at a similar age to Li. "I became a grandmother before I was the mother of my own child!" Arguments in such marriages are sometimes difficult to avoid. Due to the language barrier and the inability to communicate easily with her natal family with whom she could pour out her complaints, she describes herself as a very inhibited person for her first six months in Taiwan. She could only weep secretly in her room every day.
"I dared step outside alone only after being here for six months, and began to take courses to broaden my horizons. My Chinese improved and my relationship with the family has become friendlier. If I have arguments with my husband now, I can pour out my complaints to his daughters; or if I'm unhappy with his daughters, I can complain directly to him. I'm much happier because I've developed channels to express my emotions," says Li.
Because of her husband's religious beliefs, a complex series of ceremonies is required during Chinese New Year. Li says that during the early stages of her marriage, her husband was afraid that she might make mistakes in the ceremony, so he did everything himself. But after a year, one day he was in a bad mood and suddenly shouted at her: "You have been married to me for so long, but you still can't remember the ritual!" She felt hurt and wanted to prove her ability, so she decided to learn by heart the complex rituals and worship offerings (at least 25 dishes of vegetarian food or fruit are offered at the New Year ceremony, and a special ritual needs to be recited during the worship). Since then, she has taken complete responsibility for conducting worship.
In addition, she had to prepare vegetarian dishes for New Year Eve. "Certainly I cooked mainly Taiwanese dishes, but I always added something different such as Cambodian-style sour and spicy salad mixed with papaya or cabbage, or added Southeast Asian spices to the hotpot. Luckily, everyone enjoyed the variations."
On the second day of Chinese New Year, it is the tradition for married women to return to their natal families. Though Li was unable to return to her family, she tried her best to welcome her daughters, sons-in-law and grandchildren home, and prepared a rich feast for them so they could experience the warmth of their family. "I was feeling particularly homesick on that day. But luckily I had my husband, three daughters and a son with me. Although the first two are stepdaughters, they treat me like their own mother, and they also give me a gift of pocket money. So I didn't feel too sad on New Year's Day in Taiwan!" says Li.
Li Luan from Cambodia is becoming used to life in her new home country of Taiwan after many years of learning the culture.